🌸I have Bipolar 2 Disorder.
🌸 My moods change more often than the seasons and with my moods, my energy levels change also.
🌸I am either too up or too down, but I am rarely in between.
🌸When I am down, I cannot just snap out of it l. I cannot think positively to make it go away.
🌸I barely pull myself out of the bed and into the shower.
🌸 Being around people is just too hard, I don’t always feel sad, sometimes I don’t feel like I am giving up, but this is when I am fighting the hardest, just to stay alive.
🌸When i am up, life is wonderful. Nothing can go wrong, and I have all the energy in the world, I want to go out, I want to DO, I want to accomplish, I am super confident.
🌸I talk too fast. And it bothers me when those around me can’t keep up.
🌸 Sometimes I am irritable and snappy, I want things done my way, I want everything done at once, I am impulsive.
🌸 I like being up more than being down, but I am down much more often.
🌸The hardest part of this disorder is that I never know when my mood will change. It is a roller coaster, and it is exhausting, to ride a rollercoaster every single day of your life.
🌸I hide what I am going through in order to make you feel more comfortable and I’m tired. I did not ask for this, any more than a person asks for cancer.
💪I fight everyday. I am stronger than you know. I am #bipolarstrong💪
