Lifeless

MikkiTarz

I'm dead from the inside

And it's starting to show

Cause I'm slowly slipping into my cracks

Slowly fading with my smile

I've been fighting to keep the spark

But the embers are blowing in the wind

Floating away like they wanted to be set free

While all they're doing is setting me free to darkness

I've been this way for a while now

Been trying hard to find that turn

But each turn that comes is a wrong turn

And it only makes me freeze in my steps

But I'll still hold on to me

To the parts of me that are still whole

Cause I believe I've got something to live for

I just need to find out what it is

This are but thoughts of a person whose given up on it all. To them, they've tried everything in their power and nothing seems to give. They're lost and not just in this world but lost in themselves.

They're now in constant battle of trying to wade the feeling off but it becomes hard. I strongly believe however hard it is, it's just them that know how it feels and it's them that have the answers.

All they need is to keep trying till it comes to mind. One thing I do that helps bringing it to mind is, letting it all go and focusing on things I'm in control of; because it's in the small wins that I'll be able to snap out of it

Crpd_guy

https://community.enableme.org/en/discussion/58523/lifeless

HEART Warming!